Your Sins Will Find You Out... Numbers 32:23
NANCY GRACE SAYS... I MUCH RATHER HAVE A SINNER THAN A HYPOCRITE...I AGREE! AND I MUCH RATHER ACKNOWLEDGE MY SIN...THAN BE A HYPOCRITE!
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XXXHISWAY.COM is a free ministry outreach presented by, "Synthia Esther Ministries."
On this website, we take you into the minds and lives of sex addicts making the news. Synthia Esther reports on sex addicts, sexual compulsives, covering their obsessive rituals, lust habits, mental issues, background and crimes. The prime initiative of her reports and this website, is to gleam knowledge by viewing the past in hope of shedding light towards truth, justice, respect and love for all of God's creations. Offering a better resolve towards the future of humanities spiritual progress, and a better life as we hope in Christ to achieve.
Also addressed are the control and enabling co-dependent addictive personality types most addicts are attracted to, as partners and partakers in the chaotic cycle and dance of dysfunctional, addictive coping mechanisms. The answer to the addict's and/or the co-dependent's problems in life can be summed up in one word, "surrender."
While most 12 Step programs deem surrendering to a higher power, we at "Synthia Esther Ministries" know and proclaim that power to be "Jesus Christ." The opinions expressed are solely those of Synthia Esther, who has devoted her life and mission towards expressing God's word, will, and ways, as the answer to all of humanities problems in life.
Those in leadership and pastor positions who live in sin and denial, wearing false masks filled with secret agendas, need to be held accountable for their crimes. Not only for themselves, but for those who are harmed by their sin and hypocrisy, fighting the inner battle of forever remaining a victim, due to the deep wounds they carry. It is time to stop the cycle of abuse, and let the healing begin!
LOOKING FOR LOVE IN ALL THE WRONG PLACES?
"While they do not have more children, wealthy men nonetheless have more sex partners and copulate more frequently than poor men." - Satoshi Kanazawa.
"Many troubled women and men, both old and young alike, make their living selling sex. Both the buyer and seller of sexual services are sad plights of the human soul. As those who give to get, are those who get as much as they give. Which is nothing but absolute despair and longing to fill the void of their endless self destruction." - Synthia Esther
As Thomas E. Lawrence once said, "All men dream, but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds, wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act on their dreams with open eyes, to make them possible."
If you dream of a future free from addiction bondage and strongholds, please visit our main website, www.synthiaesther.com, where you will find answer's to some of life's most difficult questions. For sex addicts seeking Godly Biblical answers to lust strongholds that bind, please visit our Free, Christian outreach site for help and resource at: www.sexhisway.com
* Please note:
Because the nature of our subject matter is both sensitive and sexually explicit, parental guidance and approval to view this site is suggested.
SEX FOR CASH? HERE IS AN EXAMPLE OF SUCH A TRANSACTION:
IS SHE WHAT I ASKED FOR?
YES...KRISTEN VIXEN IS EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANT. A COMPLETE PACKAGE. SHE IS A PETITE, YOUNG, EXOTIC BEAUTY. FEISTY, SEXY, AND ALWAYS AIMING TO PLEASE. SHE HAS LONG BURNETTE HAIR AND BIG BROWN EYES. HER BODY IS HOT AND SHE'S AVAILABLE, READY TO GIVE YOU THE ULTIMATE GIRLFRIEND EXPERIENCE. WHAT TIME WOULD YOU LIKE TO MEET WITH HER AND INDULGE YOUR FANTASIES?
SAME PRICE AS BEFORE?
YES, SHE IS THE SAME PRICE AS THE LAST ESCORT DATE WE SENT YOU.
DONE DEAL - $5000.00 CASH, 8:00 PM SHARP AT THE SAME HOTEL.
YOUR SIREN OF BEAUTY WILL BE THERE AND HER PLAYFUL CHARM WILL ENTICE AND INTRIGUE YOU. ALL OUR ESCORTS AND CALL GIRLS ARE UPSCALE, SEXY, YOUNG AND BEAUTIFUL. YOU MAY HAVE BEEN NAMED AS THE "BUSINESS MAN OF THE YEAR" BUT I AM THE "BUSINESS WOMEN OF THE YEAR" WHEN IT COMES TO MARKETING EXCULSIVE ESCORTS AND COMPANIONS. I TAKE CARE OF MY CLIENTS PERSONAL NEEDS....THAT'S WHY I AM CALLED THE DREAM MAKER. YOU CAN REACH ME FOR INCALL/OUTCALL 24/7. WE HAVE WORLD WIDE INTERNATIONAL ESCORTS WHO CAN MEET YOU ANY WHERE AT ANYTIME!
I CAN RELATE TO YOUR LEVEL OF INTENSITY AND YOUR BUSINESS SAVY. THE LAST ESCORT YOU SENT ME WAS PARADISE ON EARTH...WELL WORTH MY TIME AND MONEY. CLIENT NUMBER NINE IS A VERY SATISFIED REPEAT CUSTOMER.
AND I WOULDN'T HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY...
SYNTHIA ESTHER RESPONDS:
"A Sex addict makes excuses for his obsessive-compulsive sexual lust and narcissistic behavior. His secret agenda remains hidden, complex and perverse, as he strives to subdue his penis with his purse. The search for power and control remain his curse." - Synthia Esther
Do not let her captivate you with her charm. Do not desire her beauty in your heart... Pro. 6:24-26
I WAS A CALL GIRL. THIS IS MY STORY...
"What God Has Done For Other's He Can Do For You!"
By Susan S.
My lifestyle seemed glamorous, at first. But after that first night things quickly faded, as I realized it was just a job. With each client, it took a piece of my soul and led me to destruction. See, I didn’t know it back then, but there was a spiritual force (Ephesians 6:12) that was making my lifestyle look like candy. Candy always tastes good but there is a lot to be said how bad sugar is for the body.
Eventually, my lifestyle led to the loss of my marriage and my first born son. But it wasn’t that simple. Eventually, I ended up in jail and I didn’t know who the father was. My son was just a baby; he was only 4 months. I can still remember the scent of his baby lotion. His new crib had barely been slept in. He was my shoulders comfort.
The worst day of my life was 20 years ago. To this day it brings tears to my eyes, every time my memory takes me back in time to when I surrendered him to adoption. I cried my heart out for the next 20 years of my life. This was my consequence, the raw stuff, the real deal of my addiction. That candy tasted sour and I no longer wanted it in my mouth. Ever!
So this is where the happy the story ends. Get real and live happily ever after. That’s how it’s supposed to go, right? But what happens when that candy is tempted in your face for the next breathing years of your life, then what? How far do you go to achieve your dream of not eating it?
My friend, you cannot do it without God. I would be lying to you if I told you that you would never again be tempted. It is a continual, work in progress with learning new habits and behaviors. It has been said that dieting is a life-long change, not just a short term diet. I thought that was where my life had ended. But that was where my life began. God knew all that it would take to finally break me to bring me to my knees…. with my eyes up and toward Heaven. I chose the road that led me into that jail. God chose the road that led me out. I encourage you to endure and pray this prayer below.
FORMER CALL GIRL'S PRAYER...
Help me to accomplish not giving into my addiction. I’m tired of this scene and I want this more than anything. I am not able to rise above who I am at this moment. Only You can transform me. I fully realize that I don't have what it takes to be one without Your help.
Take my urges, temptations, questions, tiredness, impatience, and irritability and turn them into kindness, long-suffering and willingness to bear all things. Take my old emotional habits, mind sets, and automatic reactions and make me patient, kind, gentle, self-controlled, not envious or boastful, nor arrogant or rude. Show me how love does not demand its own way (1 Corinthians 13:4-7).
Give me a new heart and work within me to love the life you’ve given me, and all things that you created me to be. Show me where there is sin in my heart, especially with regard to giving into this temptation. I confess the times when I've just wanted to put this issue aside and go back to my old, familiar ways.
Rescue me from the threshold of separation where the realities of temptation begin. Make me my companion’s helpmate, champion and friend. And if my journey should lead me to confusion, show me what unconditional love really is. Teach me to accomplish loving only my best friend and how to be successful at it.
Make me a new person, Lord. Give me a fresh perspective, a positive outlook, and a renewed relationship with the second chance you've given me. Help me to see my current relationship with new eyes, new appreciation, new love, new commitment and new compassion. Give my helpmate a whole new companion, and Lord; let it be me.